An Apology

I had breached the agreement we made. I sense that you already do not have a very good impression of me, and worst, this have to happened. I should not have lied and broke the trust you had. I did not expect you to find out about the truth so soon. I see that you are furious when you found out about it, but you took it calmly and did not show any displeasure so I have no right to be displeased with you. I feel very terrible after that and remorseful for my actions. Please accept my sincere apology. To prove my sincerity, I would like to admit something. There is still more to it. Forgive me. Contact me, I seek your further instructions and will accept any punishment from you.

I am sorry.

Troubled

Humans are one of a kind. They are horrible creatures and they are just so hard to understand. Always unable to guess what is going through their mind. Worst of all, they do not speak their mind. Words carry no weight and have no meaning. Nothing could please them. It does not pay to be thoughtful and considerate. It will not be appreciated, they will just take it for granted, abuse it or even mock at it. Only knowing how to hurt one another. Soon, irritation builds up. However, who will care about the feelings of others. They are just insensitive and have little concern with their surroundings. What makes anyone of us different or special.

Never try to change anything. One will only attract criticism and distress upon oneself, at the end of it. Why even bother to change one's shortcomings, just to change others' opinions.

There was never mutual understanding and disappointment now fills the air.

Maybe, it will be wise to be a little selfish, in order to protect one's interest. Even if it means that I have to give a miss to activities which interest me, in order not to stand in the way of others and face such unkind situations and consequences. I will give up my space and presence. Is my social life falling apart? I better return to my cave, where I will be alone, to seek cover and peace.

Return

I am going to blog once again after a 3 months break, and I am back with a new blog template as well.

Friendship

Something interesting that I came across which I felt like sharing.

Friendship is a feeling of comfort and emotional safety with a person. It is when you do not have to weigh your thoughts and measure words, before keeping it forth before your friend. It is when someone knows you better than yourself and assures to be your side in every emotional crisis. 

A unique blend of affection, loyalty, love, respect, trust and loads of fun is perhaps what describes the true meaning of friendship. Similar interests, mutual respect and strong attachment with each other are what friends share between each other. These are just general traits of a friendship.

Psychologically speaking, friendship may be defined as 'a dynamic, mutual relationship between two individuals. However, any relation needs constant nurturing and development from all the people that are involved in one. Friendship cannot survive if one person makes all the effort to sustain it without any mutual recognition from others.

The trust between best friends is such that if one friend falls in trouble, the other will not think twice to help. They make it a point to stay in touch, even in the verge of being exhausted due to the drudgery of everyday life. True friendship never fades away. In fact, it grows better with time. True friendship thrives on trust, inspiration and comfort. They can feel and know when the other person is in trouble. They can even understand each other's silence.

True friends don't desert each other when one is facing trouble. They would face it together and support each other, even if it is against the interests of the other person. Best friends don't analyze each other; they don't have to do so. They accept each other with their positive and negative qualities. Nothing is hidden between true friends. They know each other's strengths as well as weaknesses. One would not overpower the other. They would respect each other's individuality. In fact, they would understand the similarities and respect the differences. 

True friends are not opportunists. They don't help, because they have something to gain out of it. In this world of cynics and back stabbers, there are still some people who are worth being friends with. They have to be recognized and respected for the lifetime.

As the saying goes, 'a person who has found a faithful friend has found a priceless treasure.' A rare treasure indeed, so treasure the friends around you.

- Aristotle

Lifeless

This place is becoming very dusty and is already covered with spider webs. It is about time that I start blogging again. I will post some of the things that you people missed in the past month. So, do stay tuned.

Promise

A promise made to my dear friend, will be a promise which I will preserve.

MIA

It's been awhile since I'm back from my Thailand trip but I have not updated my blog, I am starting to feel unwell for the past few days. Been perspiring for the last 3 days, it could have been the terrible weather. Yesterday, I had the flu symptoms but I still went out with my friends. Had steamboat at Vivo City and went to East Coast Park to enjoy the breeze while playing cards. I know I was a little inconsiderate to go out while I was not feeling well. Hope it is not the swine flu. I had been in bed the whole of today, and at this very moment I am still having a very bad headache. I have no fever and it is the only reason why I have not seen a doctor or take any medicines. I will start to update my this quiet blog once I am feeling better.

Away

I will be heading to the airport in less than 4 hours and I'll be away from 24 - 27 of May. I have so many things to update on my blog but I will have to do it after I get back from thailand on Wednesday night. 

Stay tuned.

OCH Pictures

The starting and end point of our 1 1/2 hour tour.

The SAF Ward at OCH.

Some old records from the SAF Ward.

The site where the TV drama was filmed.

My friend has posted most of the pictures taken that day on his blog, for those interested, you can find more pictures by clicking here.

Impossible

I am starting to realize that it is impossible for me to blog daily. I will come online everyday but sometimes, I just do not know what to blog about. As a result, my post are getting boring and shorter. I guess in the future, I will just post things that I find interesting, as often as possible but not daily.

It will be a long day for me tomorrow, so I am keeping this short tonight. Finally, got those OCH photos, but was wondering if people are still interested in looking at them. I am going to rest early tonight, so I will post some of the photos in the morning before I leave the house.